琉璃电台

陋室空房，当年茐满床.

衰草枯杨..曾为歌舞场.

蛛丝儿结满雕梁.绿纱今又在蓬窗上.

说什么脂正浓.粉正香.如何两鬓又成霜？

昨日黄土陇头埋白骨. 今宵红绡帐底卧鸳鸯.

金满箱.银满箱.转眼乞丐人皆谤.

正叹他人命不长.哪知自己归来丧.

训有方.保不定日后作强梁.

择膏梁.谁承望流 落在烟花巷.

因嫌纱帽小.致使锁枷扛.

昨怜破袄寒.今嫌紫蟒长.

乱烘烘你方唱罢我登场.反认他乡是故乡

甚荒唐.

到头来都是为他人作嫁衣 裳!

　　日复一日时间日复一日垂直下降
　　支离破碎的白日支离破碎混声重唱
　　黑夜准时降临　黑夜它独霸四面八方
　　我收拾好童年的恐惧
　　以及生命累积的忧伤
　　蹑足走进密封的梦境果酱
　　我不能呼吸我好想飞翔
　　
　　索然无味的日子里　我曾经讨厌的风
　　感觉春天来时　我被它完全洗劫一空
　　万物用力生长　却留下我常常无法入睡
　　
　　我听见那风它喃喃自语
　　可是可是难道你忘了
　　你害怕进入睡眠那阴森的冒险
　　可是你可以飞　我帮助你飞
　　
　
　　关于你失眠的辉煌我引以为荣　关于你的飞翔我忧心忡忡
　　如果　如果那是不由自主的飞翔　我就呼应以手风琴的裸泳
　　口哨的轻浮　和一封左支右绌　一封不知所云的情书
　　
　　你将飞过浑圆摇摆海洋　你将飞过月光倾斜岛屿
　　你将飞过失眠的辉煌　你将飞过忧愁的梦想
　　你将彷佛手风琴的风箱　你将沿著口哨的昂扬
　　你将读懂风那封情书　那封不知所云的情书
　　飞起来了　飞起来了　飞起来了

Travis
I knew these people. These two people…(coughing)…They were in love with each other. The girl was very young, about 17 or 18 I guess. And the guy was quite a bit older. He was kind of raggeddy and wild. And she was very beautiful, you know. And together,they turned everything into a kind of adventure. And she liked that. Just an ordinary trip down to the grocery store was full of adventure. They were always laughing at stupid things. He liked to make her laugh. And…they didn’t much care for anything else because all they wanted to do was to be with each other. They were always together. And he loved her more than… he ever felt possible. He couldn’t stand being away from her during the day when he went to work. So he quit, just to be home with her. Then he get another job when the money ran out, then he quit again. But pretty soon she started to worry.


Jane
About what?


Travis
Money I guess. Not having enough. Not knowing when the next check was coming in.


Jane(rit)
I know that feeling.


Travis
So he started to get kind of…torn inside.


Jane
How do you mean?


Travis
Well, he knew he had to work support her, but he couldn't stand being away from her, either.


Jane
I see.


Travis
And the more he's away from her, the crazier he got. Except now, he got really crazy. He started to imagine in all kinds of things.


Jane
Like what?


Travis
He started to think that she was seeing another man on the slide. He came home from work and accused her spending the day with somebody else. He yelled at her and break things on the trailer.


Jane
The trailer?


Travis
Yes, they lived in a trailer home. Anyway, he started to drink real bad and he stayed out late to test her, to see if she get jealous. He wanted her to get jealous. But she didn’t. She just worried about him. That got him even madder. He thought that she never get jealous meaning that she never really cared about him. Jealousy was a sign of her love for him. And then one night, one night she told him that she was pregnant. She was about 3 or 4 months pregnant. And he didn't even know. And then suddenly everything changed. He stopped drinking. He got a steady job. He was convinced that she loved him now because she was carrying his child. And he was going to dedicate himself to making a home for her. But the funny thing started to happen. He didn't even notice it at first. SHE started to change. The day the baby was born, she began to get irritated at everything around her. She got mad at everything. Even the baby seems to be an injustice to her. He kept on doing everything all right for her. Buy her things. Take her out for dinner once a week. But nothing seemed to satisfy her. For 2 years, he struggled to pull them back together like they were when they first met. But finally he knew that it was never gonna work out. So he hit the bottle again.
But this time he got mean. This time when he came home late at night, she wasn't worried about him or jealous. She was just enraged. She accused him of holding her a captive by having her have a baby. She told him that she dreamed about escaping. That was all she dreamed about: escape. She saw herself at night, running naked down the highway, running across fields, running down riverbeds,always running. And always just when she was about to get away, he'd be there. He would stop her somehow. He would just appear and stop her. And when she told him these dreams. He believed them. He knew she had to be stopped, or she'd leave him forever. So he tied a cowbell to her ankle. So he could hear her at night if she tried to get out of the bed. But she learned how to muffle the bell by stuffing a stocking into it and inching her way out of the bed and into the night. He caught her one night when the sock fell out and he heard her trying to run to the high way. He caught her, and dragged her back to the trailer, and tied her to the stove with his belt. He just left her there, went back to bed and laid there listening to her scream. And he listened to his son scream. He was surprised at himself because he didn't feel anything anymore. All he wanted to do was sleep. For the first time, he wished to went far away, lost in a deep, vast country where nobody knew him. Somewhere without language, or streets. And he dreamed about this place without knowing its name. And when he woke up, he was on fire. There were blue flames burning the sheets of his bed. He ran through the flames, for the only 2 people he loved. But they were gone. His arms were burning. And he threw himself outside and rolled on the wet ground. And he ran. He never looked back at the fire. He just ran.He ran until the sun came up and he couldn't run any further. And when the sun went down, he ran again. For five days he ran like this, until every sign of the man had disappeared

　　1，《摆渡人之歌》，高博文：《珍珠塔·抢功劳》
　　
　　想你千里迢迢真是難得到，我把那一杯水酒表慰情。
　　與你是一別無料到有兩載外，害得我麼望穿雙眼遙無音。
　　
　　曾記得面聯姻緣在那松亭上，老糊塗抵暮歸來向我云，說到相逢片刻九松亭，把你再三款留爾再思行，即使留住爾的身軀也留不住你心，故而未煩媒妁定婚姻。雖則姑父情份薄，倒底九松亭依我定婚姻，他總算還剩半點小良心。
　　
　　自從你麼南陽失去了珍珠塔，我把你南北東西到處尋，累姑娘寢食不安寧。為了你新造佛樓西園裡，老夫妻半子靠誰人，假子真孫無別望，到底自家骨肉自家人，好比千朵桃花一樹生，非比尋常泛泛親，你莫把姑娘當外人。
　　
　　2，《青石的街道向晚》，張碧華：《潇湘夜雨》
　　
　　雲煙煙，煙雲寵帘房，月朦朦，朦月色昏黃。
　　陰漫漫，一座瀟湘館，寒淒淒，幾扇碧紗窗。
　　呼嘯嘯，千個瑯杆竹，草青青，數枝瘦海棠。
　　病懨懨，一位多愁女，冷清清，兩個小梅香。
　　
　　只見她薄囂囂，囂薄羅衫薄，黃瘦瘦，瘦黃花容黃。
　　
　　眼鬆鬆，鬆眼愁添懷，眉蹙蹙，蹙眉恨滿腔。
　　靜悄悄，靜坐湘妃榻，軟綿綿，軟靠象牙床。
　　黯淡淡，一盞殘淚燭，冷冰冰，半杯煎藥湯。
　　
　　可憐她是氣喘喘，心蕩蕩，嗽聲聲，淚汪汪，血斑斑濕透了薄羅裳。
　　
　　情切切，切情情忐忑，嘆連連，連嘆是嘆淒涼。
　　奴是生離離，離別故土後，孤淒淒，棲?寄他方。
　　路迢迢，雲程千里隔，白茫茫，望不到舊家鄉。
　　
　　她是神惚惚，百般無聊懶，影單單，諸事盡滄桑。
　　見那夜沉沉，夜色多慘淡，聲寂寂，聲息愁更長。
　　聽那風颯颯，颯風風淒淒，雨霏霏，霏雨雨猛猛。
　　
　　滴鈴鈴，銅壺漏不盡，打冷冷，鐵馬響叮噹。
　　篤嚨嚨，風緊帘鉤動，淅瀝瀝，雨點打寒窗。
　　叮噹噹，鐘聲敲三下，卜咚咚的譙樓打五更。
　　
　　妃子是冷颼颼，冷風禁不起，夜漫漫，夜雨愁斷腸，
　　從此是病汪汪，病魔入膏肓。
　　
　　3，《奇遇》，張碧華：《紅葉題詩》
　　
　　思悠悠，恨悠悠，淒涼歲月總悠悠。
　　朝無休，夜無休，牽愁惹恨到幾時休。
　　我的心中事，在那淚中流，淚珠兒如同春水向東流。
　　閒將針黹消長晝，我繡到鴛鴦便覺羞。
　　
　　偶向瑤階立，驚心草木秋，滿眼悲蕭瑟，楓葉落枝頭，勾起心中萬斛愁，欲借霜楓把心願酬。

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